Matt Hasenmueller of The Millenium
By idobi Staff |
August 25, 2015 at 2:00 PM
Photo: Steven Price
August 20th â€“ Cleveland, OH | Beachland Ballroom
Sleep is elusive, and Iâ€™ve gotten used to surviving on three hours of it. This tour is so grueling, and Iâ€™m not sure whatâ€™s different. This is not my first go at it, but this run especially is so exhausting. I am finding myself annoyed by the arbitrary, mental fatigue wearing my seams. Another night with two hours of sleep, and I feel weird. My headliner routine has consisted of getting to a venue, helping load in, then finding a comfortable dive to drown myself in. I feel as if I should isolate myself, but Iâ€™m not sure why yet. Luckily today my favorite bar in the country is a block away from the venue. Itâ€™s raw, honest, and cheap, which is also how I could describe myself at this point. I always feel guilty about not being the positive light people may expect me to be, but I also pride myself on being genuine.